Sunday, May 3, 2009

No where to fit in

I stayed at Jessica's for the weekend. I just caught up on all my shows I missed. Crazy stuff goingon with my tv shows. Then I got up and about 10ish I left to come home. I just relaxed until I had to go to church. Fast sunday but it was an amazing testimony I heard from someone soon to be baptized. Those people sure make you realize what you should be grateful for everyday! (haveing this gospel)
I was just pretty exhausted so I got some good stuff out of lessons but wasn't fully there. Then after at 6 it was a fireside from Elder Bednard. It was pretty good but everything i've heard before. Plus I asked Tucker to save a seat for me and i texted him asking if he was there and he never texted back I get in there. I sit down cuz i dont see him then I do and notice (or assumed) he didn't save me a seat. There wasnt really any room. So I almost wanted to cry. :*( It hurt me inside. Then Phillip was being a jerk, he doesnt even seem to care about our religion. I just wanted to smack him. Then seeing everyone arrive late was irritating! Also I saw lots of people who were dating/going out, so they were holding hands. And it just made me sad cuz it seemed like they all were showing off but maybe it just looks that way cuz I am single.
I just dont seem to fit in there just yet I am kind of scared to go into singles ward. I dont really want to do it. And I know I am done with YW's I cant be there either.
Ugh just a crazy day. I just wasnt happy then Trevor texted me back and said u cant come home cuz i have to answer you back at your house. UGH I just wanted to go home and sleep but too bad. So I just sat at Arby's and waited tell he was done. So when I got home my room was covered in balloons and airheads. It was cute but I just didnt want it today. SO I had to pop all balloons and that sucked cuz i had a headache. I'll show you pictures later. and I had to piece together pieces of paper that said I would be an air head if I didnt go with you. I just need to go to bed.
Night!
Love,
Holly Jean

1 comment:

  1. The balloon thing was CUTE!

    Anyway, singles wards weren't quite for me either. If you find a good family ward there is nothing that says you can't go there (however) being on campus it might be hard to find one close. Having said that, you don't REALLY know what they are like until you start going so just give it a shot!

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